3:40 this morning I heard what sounded like crashing metal like maybe cookie sheets falling to the floor. I get up and go check on the boys and they are fine, then I go check on Pita and he is awake but everything is fine. I asked if he wanted me to put the blankets on him and he said yes so I covered him up, checked his heater and went back to bed. Now I can't get back to sleep so I made myself a cup of coffee and started making out my shopping list for today. I jumped on the computer for a few minutes, drank my coffee and started yawning and wanted to go back to bed so at about 4:40 this morning I decided to try and go back to sleep. Took me a while but I eventually fell back asleep.
That's when I had a horrible dream. I dreamt that I woke up this morning and went to check on Pita and had to come downstairs to call my sister in law to come get the kids so I could call Hospice and the undertaker. Needless to say I was completely discomboobled when I woke up this morning and was afraid to go check on him. I made him a cup of tea and went in and I put the blankets on him and he didn't move like he normally does. So I softly called his name and he was startled awake. I told him I made him a cup of tea, kissed him and told him I loved him and left him to sleep.
Not in the best of moods today because of that damn dream!! I still have to get the gumption up enough to go to the supermarket. Not going to be a good day, I can feel it!!
Welcome….This blog is dedicated to my Late Husband Chuck a.k.a. Pita who lost his battle with Renal Cancer on November 9th 2011 at 8:20am. It is also dedicated to cancer patients and caretakers who are fighting. Our loved ones aren't the only ones that suffer with this disease. Who are you fighting for?
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